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About Me Member Pornographic Connoisseur CourtingDiscordFemale/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Below the surface

Mon Aug 17, 2009, 3:28 AM
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I felt really ashamed to shoot with someone talented like clandestine-wishes, when I looked and felt so ugly. Like I was wasting her time with my hideousness. This photo and her comments have made me feel... I can't explain. But I just wanted to say thanks.

Yes I'm not a size 8 anymore. Yes, I decided to stop barfing and doing drugs and start eating. I started taking care of myself and decided I wanted to have a real future. I'm more beautiful and healthy now at size 12-14(au) I ever was as a size 6-8. I can get up every day and have energy. I have a real job. My organs are recovering from all the nasty things Ii did to them because I wanted to be pretty. I have a loving boyfriend who thinks I'm beautiful even though I'm not stick thin, and even when I wear frumpy trackies and eat strait from the wok or spill things on myself.

This may have made me 'fat' but I don't want to apologize any more, and I won't.

I love this picture. I love it. Please, go and +fav it. (I wont force you but hey :p)

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:iconschindlersky:
Hi! :heart:

Thank u so much for fav on "Every Time"

It means a lot to me!! :blowkiss:

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Schindler ( :: T.M.B.T :: )
:iconcourtingdiscord:
not at all, its amazing!! :)

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~ Miss Irony
Courting Discord and Vanity
:iconsilenthamish:
Hello there!

Amazing shots here.
Great to see so much creative talent!

How do you find these great ideas? :)
:iconcourtingdiscord:
I hunt down photographers with good ideas and make them shoot with me :p

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~ Miss Irony
Courting Discord and Vanity
:iconsilenthamish:
Heh heh

So some sort of photographer hunter.
Do you stalk your pray before leaping out of the bushes at them? :)
:iconcourtingdiscord:
I do yes. :p

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~ Miss Irony
Courting Discord and Vanity
:iconsilenthamish:
*gasp!*
Then there must be a wanted poster out with your face on it. lol
do you gag them and tie them up?? xD
:icontheharlequinsmask:
Again, my sincere thanks for the Favourite!

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